knn...

why, when i tried my best to arrange everything and plans nicely for everything, surely there's something pron to go wrong, making me super frustrated.

so my birthday's up, i'm gonna invite my frens 2ml nite, and bringing mum going too. Coz saturday i'm going with another bunch of friends to 红管, to celebrate my birthday with another fren whose birthday falls on the same day.

But now mum's not happy, nagging that I prioritize my frens instead of my family ppl. And i should inform her earlier that I changed the date. Now its not that i'm not bringing mum going, juz that i'm bringing her a day earlier to eat, and she get's mad at diz. WHY!!! Things always get screwed up!

and fuck the office, full of crap ppls who doesn't wanna help out and do their part of the job. And fuck Mr.WhiteMerz guy (*hopes he doesn't read diz shit) plz don look at me when the sales' so bad, look at the market and the environment plz!

Things always doesn't look good for me, really fuck up!!! Work's not good, and cash flow ain good too~! diz sux!!!

rant rant rant rant rant... wad else i wanna rant???

ya, i wonder if she'd notice its my birthday, and take the sincerity to wish me. But i wonder how i'd react if she does... I also didn't wish her happy birthday back then when its her birthday...

Looks like the only thing that's joyful to celebrate would be connie's engagement, glad that my family's ppl are getting rooted down with a happy family.

But when i look at another point, damn... All the males in this family fail shit, doesn't have a spouce (*those reaching 40s still bo liang bo juak), and no girlfriends, and not getting paired up. Look like i'm also in the league to be single for the rest of my life?!

Crap shitz!!!

and i'm getting fucked up fatting jeez!!! I'm screwed!!! No cool clothes for me diz cny? T.T